Nishalspace - expression and sciene

What is Psych?

2010-08-07T07:20:00.000-07:00

I know there had been time when I used to think that freedom is nothing but concentrated experiment on mind to cross the multiple blocking and biases, because I had started achieving it.

Humans are made up of multiple bodies, what we see as a body exist has a time scope of only one span of life, there are bodies which exist over centuries, N-lives, in fact there is no such unit to measure it, those are called psych. Psych is meta-existential form of desire, desire is too abstract. Every desire can be projected in a certain body, body need not be physical, those are called psychic bodies. Desire is abstraction of existence in physical form and Psych is generalization of all such existence. If there is no desire there won't be any body not even physical, its not a question to find out why not, because physical body has got no purpose, purpose lies in psychic body.

Psych is like meta information about a body, thats why I call that also as a body because every meta object also possesses the abstract properties of an object. Every physical evolution of a physical body is not just by a biological process, there is a deep psych envolved in it, and every creation of psych tends you to change the physical format. That is why you if you notice that someone who is having desire to become a dancer, his body will start changing, because physical body follows what psychic body says, we live in psych, we die in psych, flesh is mundane tool to feel the psych, we get the pleasure out of it. And when body dies, psych is so intelligent that it starts looking a new body to satisfy the remaining thirst or demand of it.

There are cetain rules in the field of psych as well, psych can interact with a psych just like a field. Every psych has got certain artifact in it, which can closely called as vibration, and every vibration has got certain natural characteristics in it(most close matching is charge). Most dramatic part is psych also works almost same as laws of attraction, so there exist greed, jelousy, anger and ego. Ego is acquiring potential which is most critical to act and decide in this field. Anger is uncontrolled collision, ego can control it, but never leaves it, it will plan to destroy who is causing the damage to your psych. Ego is very intelligent, ego has got mind a very memory and computation abilities, ego has got huge amount of prediction and judgement capability to plan and act.

Jelousy/Greed is emptiness of either exact psych or ego. Both are lazy factor of ego but ego acts to survives all the psych, to survive psych ego tries to preserve the body as well, because body will finally be used to achieve any such artifact. But miracle part is even if body dies, artifact remains, vibration remains and it continues with the next body, and ego is so powerful that it will survives till all the other psych dies and ultimate freedom is dealth of ego. Actually its not called dealth because ego never ever dies, it's nature gets changed to vibrate in coherence with cosmos, that is called eternity.

Let the psych speak in silence further........

What you look at the wall?

2010-01-09T20:59:00.001-08:00

Many time we really look at the wall in a different way and we look in such a way that we'll cross it, and that is the fact. When you are looking at the wall, most of the time you are not looking at the wall, you are looking at the time either spreaded in past or in future that which can cross the wall and create a state of flexibility over which you try to connect the cause and event, might be a question or might be a mystery, some people call it dream or some call it imagination but it works. Walls are not merely walls, only their bricks and cement stop us crossing the space, but reast all is a flexible surface of time where you can slide your question. Now the question is what is rest all? and the next question is why walls?

Liberty, Independence and Freedom

2009-08-15T13:22:00.000-07:00

Liberty is the beginning of this journey, and Liberty is completely socio-political word, liberty is a political philosophy that ensures that individual can think, act and justify his/her own will. This create a different class of social system by controlling the three different parameters, few examples are like Anarchism, Liberalism and Democratism, etc. I think our ancestors have thought enough about this and pushed us to another level that is called Independence.

Now what is independence? Independence is not only social, yes it has a sense of political projection as well, but not complete, i think this very word got evolved at the time of American War of Independence(1775-1783), and the roots of this war was not only intended for political liberty, this was a kind of revolution in the mind that shaken the entire Americans at their thinking pattern that something happened enough wrong, now the time of chaos and let it happen, its the time, nature moves with random velocity and something it create and something it destroy, I am no body I am just part of this natural process, my life is not personal it is meant for a certain process and I bow down to that, I surrender to the sky which will decide the consequence and destiny, but I am fearless. And that is what exactly had been shot in Movie "Rang De Basanti" as well, there are two kinds of people, one who goes to the death crying and other who goes silent, then he saw Bhagat Singh and said there is third kind, that is acquiring independence. That third kind of fearless eyes, that revolution in the mind of individual is called independence and that is the very word been intended by our great R.N.Tagore also.

"Where the world has not been broken up into fragments by narrow domestic walls, Where the clear stream of reason has not lost its way into the dreary desert sand of dead habit, Into that heaven of freedom, my Father, let my country awake"

He was speaking not at all about Liberty, it was said in the time of independence so people might interprets that this is about independence, but he used a new word that is Freedom and I think that is ultimate. If we believe that freedom is a social attribute that is a basic right of every human on the earth and this right allows him/her to do whatever he/she wants, then there are two major questions? One is why do we need to have a social system; if everyone is suppose to have freedom then society cannot be formed. And the other is, Are we really really willing to be have freedom? As i see every religion and leader's purpose is to regulate the society must discard to pass the entire access of freedom, because either people are not willing to have it or not having ability to hold it. People lives in pattern, because pattern is predictable and freedom is chaotic, freedom has no prediction except "I exist", that too not in term of matter. Freedom is dangerous, freedom kill our reflections, image and shadow because freedom reveals the reality, freedom creates uncontrollable chaos, unrecognized connection of thought to thoughtless and that is where fear goes away and that is what R.N.Tagore was saying.

I think we have been sleeping every year on independence day, lets recall the meaning
lets regain the knowledge that we have enough been independent, lets acquire the freedom now.

Freedom is completely individual phenomena, and it is higher state of integrity. Integrity drives the decision by certain rules and theories in every situation and time, but there remains a sense of personal judgment which is been projected in multiple ways to multiple people, and some might seems like bad but still someone does that, that is a pride of integrity, but freedom is a state of no body and complete surrender there is no need of any theory, and what someone act in freedom is complete and creative, it is fearless, because someone is not acting, someone is the part of the natural process and onward and only Creation acts, might be someone named it God. It is finest and final act of the form and serving the purpose of the form, and nobody knows the purpose but at least this much is known that there is need not to know it, because even knowledge acquires freedom at that state and becomes wisdom.

Even a will to have freedom is a chance, let the independence day create a reason for that will.

Happy Independence Day.
May we have the Freedom.

Amen !!!!!!!!!!!

Creating Lamps

2009-07-11T13:13:00.000-07:00

Every lamp has got two purpose first one is to create the mystery and second is to solve the mystery. These two purpose are not sequential not random they are decision of evolution. Yes we might find out some pattern in these two purposes but its better not to find the relation of the purpose, better to find the instinct of the purpose, that some are interested in creating light lamp and some in creating dark lamp. Be careful lamps are not to create light always they are intended to create darkness as well, that is why we love the night and we love to taste the entity of no face but to have the actual essence in it, which has no connection with form or face it exist with the an invisible existence.

Creating Lamps, the finest time where we can dissolve our limitation of touch and taste. Yes I know its my passion to work on lamp, i am able to smell the creative flow in creating it and this is not something personal this is having a connection with basic instinct of humans. And I am not trying to create any concept, but yes I am trying to do an experimentation it might gives lot of appetite and yes it gives me immense amount of satisfaction.

There are two kind of natural time state that usually humans are obsessed with, one is morning and other one is evening, and these two states are symbolic mapping of two type of lamps, one is Light lamp and Other id dark lamp. If you are really in this instantaneous time you can smell what I am gonna write the next, you might hold for a second and have a deep breath. Ok, now I am gonna tell you the purpose behind both.

The basic characteristics that both inherits is to create the creation in a very small potentiality,Not by the theory of evolution but by the breed of the super knowledge it is always been said that every entity of the universe if made of universe and every one either want to become the process of creation to want to become the creator. Now that sense of being creator is been projected in a subtle way at here to create the lamps. We live in multi folded space around us but what we observe the space, lets call it a wall which is directly a mapping of sky or space and floor is Earth and now we are missing something like starts, galaxy, sun, moon kind of object which can regulate the supply of energy to change the state of time, and that we might like to call a morning or an evening. It is not only what I am talking about is natural system this is close analogous of mind as well. Lets assume we are living years and years in dark night and we might get equipped with the system as well, but the one who is creative will must think of creating a Light lamp, will try his/her best to crack the dawn. Enuff is enuff, now either I'll die or I'll bring the sun and ultimately either that person or his descendants are able to create the light lamp, years passes and now the person is living the light, playing colors, music and dance with the light, we produce multiple class of creatures and have different kind of fun but there is state of time when we say enuff is enuff, now I wish for nothing, the wish to drink the void, the wish to acquire the freedom and silence, is it it very different than creating a dark lamp?

The connection of creating lamp is to create the creation.

Originality of sex

2009-06-03T14:47:00.000-07:00

Pleasure of sex is not in sex, its in imagination of sex. However we believe the activity of matter is the event and the play to be watched is small part of the game. There exist much more greater aspects of the game which is invisible but you can read them and you can use it for perfect pleasure and that is imagination. Imagination exist with all real senses only it is too abstract to formalize in matter, it can only be sensed.

Once lovely morning, you wake up in your bed and there is smell of jasmine coming through your window, you take the full sip of it and get amused that wow God has made great thing called jasmine and nose which gives you such a beautiful experience, but If you think just twice its not the ability of nose to give you such pleasure, its all brain who fires certain neurons sensed by some trigger to give you such kind of pleasure. Its the brain which computes the set activity performed by your body to reach an end result, OK, this is something called scent, and this is something called taste, and all in this entire phenomena what is the thing that's takes a decision of good scent and bad scent, Its not the scent at least, its not the characteristics of scent at all to be good or bad.

Its your collective experience with a slight effect of social perception, and top of that, experience and perception kind of variables also get stored in mind register. Oh yes, everything that exists is computational and whatever is computational
is been done by processor called mind.

Pleasure the very word that also need to be understood before we understand pleasure of sex. Pleasure is not materialistic, pleasure is not ethereal, pleasure is something in between, Pleasure is the connection of the randomness to stability, Pleasure is the state of evaporation, its the moment which is the search of entire planet across the civilization and time. Pleasure is the 14th smell, pleasure is the 8th version of sex, pleasure is the 2nd layer of touch. Pleasure is not organic nor spatial.

Pleasure is only made of time and consciousness. The measurement of pleasure is been done by consciousness over the time, what exist for a moment is been called as physical(though it is not), and which last longer is state of mind and which last forever is stable annihilation of mind to cosmos may be some freak call it enlightenment.

Pleasure of the sex begins in mind might ends at different level. I think that is why in the game of sex foreplay and after-play are more important aspects than actual intercourse. Lets look at it this way, Suppose you have a partner who look very erotic by physical attributes but when you actually get into with him/her you might find that its not satisfactory, why?, It's because there was no mind involved in sex. When you begins with your partner your mind starts speaking, and the your partner starts reading it and replies back to your mind including some kind of physical expression(though it works only as a catalyst), then the pleasure starts, then there a perfect communication between two mind on the level of imagination and you starts feeling like
body is becoming inhibitor for that union, because when mind starts the phenomena of becoming one, body act as a physical resource to exchange the waves and that is the ultimate sickness of humanity, Union, and that is why we want to dissolve our self into other so that only mind remain, so that resonance can be achieved by perfect union. You can keep on changing the catalyst but you'll never achieve the union, because you are unaware of mechanism, catalyst is not the solution, solution is to understand the nature of mind, and the usability of mind and that can be done by imagination.

Imagination is so real that it can alter the state of real mind, use it.

What is Nishal………?

2009-06-03T14:40:00.000-07:00

It seems like a word, but when you spell, it’s is a vibration…

Nishal that which is beyond shape and size, which has topological shape, which can not be measured by Euclidean distance, which has no Kaya, no body, formless manifestation of the creation is Nishal.

Nishal is very adjective of every human mind that believes in other spaces existence than we know only as Andromeda, Milky way etc. When you see the body it is form of Nishal, when see beyond the body it is formless Nishal, Nishal is something which is uncountable, unmeasurable, undefined, still I am trying to define it, because it is our human instinct to express the unknown by using our intelligence and ability.

Awesome quotes

2009-05-16T05:54:00.000-07:00

$ Logic is not only mental phenomena, Logic is one of the finest natural entity, this maintains the equilibrium between human and surrounding by designing natural systems and that is logical, but human have ability to infect it by using so called brain.

$ Every sensitive ability need a level of consciousness and knowledge to live in the very time otherwise you might end up in unnecessary block of mind.

$ Nothing is Unreal, upto a great extent even illusion is reality.

$ Dissimalilarites exist because of inherited perception, it is not personal, it is collective behaviour manifested in individual.

$ I had been taught that service, confession and pray is the source to Jesus, I have got the 4th one, Love your mom, It's her day.

Noida Times

2006-04-04T07:07:00.000-07:00

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Definition of Me

2006-01-16T04:11:00.000-08:00

In my mental space
some virgin flowers
with the light of horizon
Infinitely fragrating waves
touching my heart
N thier signs of impact
like my breath.